March 27, 2005 Heh. I had the best night ever. I mean at like 1am+ and in my dreams too - one of them. I had like 2 to 3dreams in total. Heh. One was someone[[I can't remember]] and me. Someone needed help so we had to run away to help. I don't know why those people kept us in there. Kept running out the gates and getting caught again etc. Somehow the building seems to be Thomson Plaza. Then we finally ran out (and ran and ran) Finally saw the person already walking out of the place. They were still after us but they somehow disappeared soon after. Passed her the medication and stuff. She told us she was like running some Rainbow blabla event. =x Then she slipped from some __(3) hu(3) which I translated to "puddle of water". My chinese is bad. Don't blame me.
Then the other dream is so touching even though I can only remember a very short part of it. (Maybe it was that short.) It's about some sms I recieved. But it was so sweet and I'm touched. (Even if it ain't real) xD
Went up to my grandmother's house to invite her for lunch and I found so much difficulty talking to her in Cantonese I converted to Chinese after the first few words even though I don't think she'd understand. Sign language! =/ She already ate so I went down to eat. Told her we would come back later but I didn't would be late for my Book3 if I did. But my dad did visit her.
James, my sister's friend cooks nice cakes, plays nice piano pieces and does a lot of things. I want to re learn playing on the piano. =/
Went to Bugis after Book 3. Walked around the whole place trying to find VS styling mousse. FAILED. Watsons seems to have it but I guess it's out of stock. I don't even know the price of it. But after smelling the 3 other brands I saw, I still prefer VS's even if it's going to cost much much more. My sis estimates the price to be $9. So I'm like going to pay twice for half the amount. But I like it because it gives the just out of the saloon smell. (And at least I know it's safe to use.) Hah. This sounds like some guy topic. I hope it's unisex else I'd end up paiseh-ing myself buying it.
I bought that straightening brush thingy and some facial wash thingy because the aunty lady there was advertising it to me. Comes with two free stuff. But nevermind. I bought the one with microbeads. I want to try it out. Heh.
I'm becoming more and more like a vain pot but that's because I want to look better. =x And I'm splurging on hair products because I look horrible without them I want to look better. Sad case. It's so high maintainence. =/
I'm so confused I don't know where to go. Thirty minutes to my appeal day.
-Nursing's intake is high. I don't like comptetition. -You somehow get less respect being a nurse than a doctor even though you're there 24/7 while doctors only work a fixed timing. [[Of course I might hear "No, you get the same respect" but that's most probably only going to come out of the mouth of someone who is also a nurse or something.]] -I can't speak anything other than English and hear anything other than basic Chinese and Cantonese. I'd have problems conversing. Bad, bad. -If I study I'd prefer a sponsorship but that would mean me working for at least 3years after I graduate. How am I to further my studies.
It seems like I'd be unhappy inside now. What's the point? I don't like it that much anymore. I changed my mind. That's the difference.
CI is out. I'll reject them if they don't reject me. But I'll thank them either way.
Accounting don't sound too bad but only if they let me study at that building rather than at poly would I go. But it somehow seems like some course I just heard of gave thought about a week ago. I'm not sure if this is going to be a rash decision.
MUMMYYY.
Now my dad doesn't want to get involved in this either. Because he doesn't want to be blamed for getting me into a course I don't like when I'm halfway down the road.
Biomed. >< Yet another course I don't know much about - apart from the fact it's Science and whatever's given in the yellow booklet. But I still want to get in badly. =( Even though there's little chance I'd still appeal.
It's been hell. 15minutes to my little glimmer of hope. xD I took 54minutes to type till here. =x (Of course it includes the changing of screen and all from my family members. =x) Off for now.